i really wanna tell him da truth

well i dun noe whether im happy or wut..my heart keep forcing me to send msg and tell him da truth..well i dun tink dats gonna be a great idea..since im da one who ask for break then y must i ask him to be wif me again..wuts he gonna think..yea i noe i dun give a damn in wat ppl said.but surely at least a few words will influence me.well i wanna tell him everything from da start to the end!telling him that i really missing him..u want da prove? in a day..i was dream about him two times..and its about i missed in everything when he talked to me, when he walked beside me,when he hold my hand, when he told me he loved me and dat time i really sure he really does.n i miss every single song dat he dedicate for me..and im not getting bored everytime i've listen to them..wanna noe y? because every words in da songs actually his feeling towards me.when ppl mention bout bf..in my mind theres only have one name..n i really hope it permanent.everytime i think bout him i hardly breath..quite hard to let it out.n i keep on waiting his msg..i read over n over again our latest conversation..i dunno whether my thought is wrong or he really mean it.n i wish it was real..and seriously it looks real for me.