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i cant recall when i last update here..well the actual fact mostly i posted my blog kt myspace..but then tetibe plak rase nk privacy skit.
early in the morning i received one msg from my classmate..she told that shes goin to selangor actually kota damansara..she got SPA..her dream job.ermmm lost another friend..before this i give her sum advice..whether want to stop taking diploma or keep going on..but then her parent told her to do so..i cant do anything bout it..all i can do is wish her all da best and taking care of herself..shes quiet and nice gal..aku suke kacau die =P..slalu jugak kene marah dengan aku..tapi..just wish her good luck..nk jumpa caling2..kn?

and now..feeling such an empty..if i can..i wanna wipe all my background..memory everything about me..be somebody else..someone new but i cant..just a hopeless hope..wish something that cant happen..unless ure dead or lost memory...owh this one..one of my wish as well..lost memory..haha..sometimes i wanna pretending dat i cant remember anyone else..i dun even noe them..but i cant...my 2008 year is the worst year ever..mcm org hilang arah je..ape laa

so here..this is my target for new year..haha..i hope i can achieve the target.
1. look forward, forget bout searching love thing..well i start to get bored when it comes to love thing..(tp jangan buat aku keras hati sudah..)
2. study..study..study..my biggest target is -->further study kt oversea..gheee..im trying now=P
3. smile n nice to people around me..
4. get my casio watch
5. cooking..sudah lame ini ditinggalkan..
6. err..new style...
7. get my english the very very well..ehee

hurm..da tatau da..well everything dat i cant achieve in this year gonna be target fer the nex year..wish me luck ayte..